The Best Year of My Life

We met in December

       in the produce isle of the grocery store.

By January we were dating,

       her beauty and charm was hard to ignore.

I said, “I love you” in February

      while I was holding her tight.

In March she gave me her innocence,

       she said she was ready and the timing was right.

April was when she said “I love you too”

       my heart skipped a beat, maybe two.

Her parents accused her of doing heroine in May,

       they were wrong, it wasn’t true.

In June we moved in together,

       every night I got to hold her close to me.

July was our first serious fight
       it proved how strong our love could be.

We took acid together in August,

       and saw the world like never before.

In September we bought our puppy Bella,

       who is not so little anymore.

October was her pregnancy scare,

       I was excited and terrified all at the same time.

I knelt and asked for her hand in November,

       I would have done anything to make her mine.

December was her funeral,

       She had a heart attack while I wasn’t home.

That girl gave me everything,

       and all I have for her is this sad little poem.

Bonnie and Clyde

You're always there
like oxygen in the air.
Someone to share.
Someone who'll care.
We make the perfect pair.
I'll be your Bonnie, you be my Clyde.
Together forever; my partner in crime.

I'm Possible

If you're oppressed by the day-to-day hustle and bustle
Remember that the mind is stronger than any muscle.
If happy is how you want to be
flip the switch and start spreading positivity

If you want it you can get it
just gotta believe in it.
Impossible is nothing but I'm possible.
Wake up in the morning and smoke a bowl.
I think i just become invincible.
Smile on my face so wide
cheesing from cheek to cheek,
Damn, I love that Cali weed.

I Observed One Day

Fingers are dancing across a keyboard,
they create a sound so lovely and passionate.
Yet souls pass by without acknowledgment.
The flames burn bright, hot and orange
ignorant of the good they can do and the damage they cause.
They simply wish to warm
the cold souls that come near.
And then it occurred to me,
things are more than what they seem.
An amber squirrel sits in a tree
like a guardian angel.
The feeling of my fingers intertwined with yours,
the one I love.

Blood Shot Eyes

These blood shot eyes have no disguise,
Nothing to hide behind. Can we pause.. Stop.. Then rewind
Back to a time when things weren't so fucked up, it's time to buck up
Now and face reality. Is this really me?
I think I'm drowning. I sit alone I'm downing
This bottomless bottle of champagne can't ease the pain.
You left me cold-hearted when you departed
And the hardest part is I don't know where my heart is.
Now it's time to be strong. I guess I'm glad that you're gone.